GisaPizzatto

Changes are not good to me. I don't like it. And I am going through a very hard time of changing when I have to prove myself. Today, when I realized I was going to be tested for something I've being doing for so many years, I almost gave up. But I'm not that kind. And I did my best as ever, or even better, just to make a choice to other even more difficult, like, if you don't pick me, you will regret. And now I realize we gotta do the best we can always, like it was a everyday test. To prove yourself. To prove you can. To prove you worth it. To be excellent. I defy you: make someone's choice hard. Make them pick YOU. Do your best and even better everyday.

March had a bizarre mood. Or I should say it was MUDDY? I felt like swimming in quicksand. Nothing worked as planned, well, I don't think nothing really worked at all .

And maybe I am being unfair here. Some stuff did go as planned. But it was a strange mood. Like a dream, not a BAD one, but a strange one, when you wake up with a bad taste in your mouth. And yesterday, omg, it was the worse. The last day of a bad month I was just praying for it end and end FAST. Everything that could go wrong.... And even more that I expected.

So I couldn't sleep well from yesterday to today , I was up at 5 o'clock in the morning and couldn't stay in bed. My head drives me crazy.

So I decided to dive into work, it was the best choice. I put some nice stuff to play on the phone and do what is to be done.

Yes, it is a way of getting rid of problems. Not a pretty one. To forget about them and to pretend they are not there.

But otherwise I would nonstop crying and life would be much much worse.

That's how I deal with problems. At least untill I clean my mind and have energy and serenity to deal with the stuff.

And it is NOT an April's fool practical joke. But at least is April.

I'm done with March Mood.

And what about you!? What do you do when everything goes wrong?

Hello to you tahat eventually is going to read this journal!

So long I logged in DA and now I came back and EVERYTHING is changed!!!!!

Life is being so crazy lately and I'm so in Instagram I simply don't have the time to sit and enjoy DA community anymore

Really, I used to be so in it!!! I miss it...

If you are reading this, please, gimme a feedback so it would make me not to give up on DA.

I'll try to be more inside.... I really like it here! <3

PS : why they have removed the mood thing on journals???!!!! T.T and the emojis!!!! OMG I don't know how to operate it anymore